Just Another Day..

Hello,

Good Evening..!!

Last few days I was so engrossed with code snippets, environment documents and other environs that I almost lost connection with my own self. I found myself lost in worldly desires and situations. I was stretching myself, in order to please everyone around. My actions were no more my own, but were influenced or shall I say commanded by people who mattered and even those who were just voyagers like me.

Mirror showed me a different image,
One that wasn't mine
Its eyes weren’t sparkling and face was dull as coal.

Signs of worries were embedded,
On its forehead
It did not even evinced my sense of extol.

How could that be my reflection?
For it isn’t smiling
Profusely flowing tears have spread its kohl.

It looks like a loser, about to shatter,
In its shroud
Someone who has rambled, without life’s goal

Is it my duplicate, yeah, must be
My look alike…
Or does this mirror reflects me my own soul.

The silent dark corners of my room got my stare during those sleepless nights. I was astonished at myself.

I asked myself, weather the passion to enjoy each moment diminished, died or is it just an illusionary moment? How can I actually become a puppet of surroundings? I am not just a soap bubble blown in the direction of wind about to be burst? I have always written my destiny and will always continue to do so. I am a rising sun and my dawn is bound to come tomorrow & ever & forever…

And it did came.... The cycle of dawn and dusks continue to come, the only differnce is i am a sun during dawn and moon during dusk.. I rise high, high, very high... yet to touch the pinnacle..

Life Is Beautiful…!!

Keep Smiling,
AkankshA