Sunday, May 31, 2009

I aM nOt YouR FrIeNd IF......

Hi Guys,

Its SUNday evening, weekend is almost over.. :( Monday morning blues have started showing their existence...... uuanh somehow normal office-home routine does not inspire me anymore... need some change...

Well, All my friends were busy so spent the whole weekend at home, apart from drives in my white elephant(car dear :p) with mom ;) ... Finally, I also got time to tune my guitar, broke two of its strings and tried my hands at few chords as well.... long forgotten..

Today, I had an argument with a friend, & i ended up asking myself what exactly are friends to me and who exactly is my friend....

Here comes the reply for you all too......

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to think before you speak to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
my presence ever makes you feel uncomfortable!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to thank me for everything i do for you!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to say sorry for everything that you don't do!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to ask me for favors!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think i would not be curious to know your new philosophy of life!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you go by what i say and do not understand what i don't say!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that listening to your dreams would put me to sleep!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that seeing you in pain, would not bring a tear to me!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think I do not remember the first time we met!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't see the thousand ways I try to make you happy!



KeeP Smiling Alwazzzzzzzz
AkankshA

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

WoRtH A LoT

Everyone must read this..... Its awesome and amazingly true.....

In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question.... .. "What kind of man are you looking for?"

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and said :
"Do you really want to know?"

Reluctantly, he said, "Yes."


She began to expound... As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself.

I pay my own bills.
I take care of my household without the help of any man. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?"

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money.

She quickly corrected his thought and stated,
"I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to

explain.

She said : " I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man. "

" I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked... believers
mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. "

"I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden either. "

"I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman , but strong enough to keep me grounded. "

"I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business.

I have no problem being submissive.. .he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a helpmate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself."

When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there
with a puzzled look on his face.

He said, "You're asking a lot."

She replied, " I'm worth a lot."

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Change

CHANGE, as people may call it or LIFE as I refer it to, has again proved its existence today. Things I chose to hide behind my self imposed boundary wall, have been graced with light now. The darkness which was my privilege to have has been cut into pieces by the aurora. I bow myself to the invisible. I anticipate this rued state of mind and heart as fugacious and importune him to sail me out. For, I am naïve, primitive as Norah and my ark is not ready to take the storm. I know this era is ceasing but my feet are stoned. The nervous system is sending inaudible messages and my beating heart is syncing along at some drum’s pace.

I don’t have courage to leave everything behind and cross to move forward. So here I am standing at the cliff of a falling era and wandering in which direction to abide, to fall or to fly. My shadow is dejected and is trying to escape from the light. I am alone to face this on my face and save my shadow.

Its too late to kibosh this and each passing moment is precious now. I have to take a decision; shall I evade, leaving everything I have, and fly for a new horizon or do I stay with me, my identity and my individuality?


The question is burning and i am left speechless........!!

Monday, May 25, 2009

My First Post

Hello,

Well, For me, first instance of each and every thing is truly special.. be it first meeting or first look or first smile.. for first impression is the last last impression....

Today is my first day with blogging, and i was confused thinking, what should be my first post.... Being a piscean and being poet, i thought i will give this moment to my recent poem..


I am ME

I am a free bird flying high,

not confined to any throne.

I don’t live in anyone’s dreams,

for I have a life of my own..


I always smile & feel ebullient,

for I don like tearful eyes.

I am the peaceful silence,

chucking out roars and cries ..


I am impish, me tender,

like twirling waves up and down.

I dodder with my dreams,

On roads of this cemented town..

(even i dint like this match :( can u suggest a better one)


At dawns, I shine like sun,

my dusks charm with moon.

Everyday is a great day for me

& each moment is a boon..


To all the worries & problems,

I show my big wide smile.

For the atrocities of life, I

request GOD to come for a while..


I am happy; I am alive,

though my life has no set goal.

For In this mortal world,

I live in my immortal soul ..


Have a Good day Folks,,,,

Cheers